SHES AMAZING

.........................................................................................................     Thats what I am.......... Thats what Sheri leaves me........Speachless............... I have the most amazing girlfriend there is....and thats an understatement.....she deserves a bigger title than amazing....shes un describable.....let me explain some things to you..... I did great my first semester here...i did amazing. All A's and B's.......i was even in football at the same time which took up so much time.....Second semester i made 1 mistake and it screwed up all my grades, the mistake was when i was sick and gave in to miss my class. Then i got behind and could never catch up....my grades have suffered tremendously.......I have broken down....it hurts to see what my grades are....i cant even look at them...people ask what they are and i just put my head down and tell them. Im so ashamed i let it happen. But i can guarantee from here on out i will strive to be the best no matter what. i should of been doing that in the beginning.  But that was just the begining of my troubles.....The grades started the depression,then parents became unhappy w/ me due to bad grades of course, and then my cell phone got taken away because of an accident that was over looked, So i have bad grades, no cell phone, parents look down on me, i cant seem to please them or be good enough.....ever....i feel im never good enough....i just wish they could be happy that im at least here and trying....yea an F doesnt say much but i made a mistake and im suffering for it,,,i dont need to suffer more from them. But then yesterday my car Broke down.  this is horrible for many reasons....school will be over in 4 days.  I have no way home, no money to fix the car, and parents are pist about the phone bill that they wouldnt pay to fix the car anyway.  All of this crap is happening iv just wanted to give up.....

Then Sheri comes in.....She has kept me on my feet through all of this....if it wasnt for her i would have fallen and probably stayed down. She gives me hope.....she keeps me strong....yea im depressed all the time now and un happy but she can call and put a smile on my face......wev been apart for two weeks with no phone.....it sux......but she stays strong and is there for me.....this is what she has done.......She got on me when my grades were geting bad, if it wasnt for her it wouldnt have hit me in the face to try to get them up......So i kicked it in, then the phone bill.......She payed HALF of it....150 dollars!!! Its not even her bill....its mine...and she payed half to help me out. And i wouldnt let her but i know she would pay all of it if i let her and if she had the money......God i love her..... then my car broke down and i was pist......then she makes it so positive,,,,and tells me that she would get up every morning and take me to work and pick me up from work since i have no money to fix it.........That is amazing....lets hope it doesnt come to that but she is the best thing to ever happen to me.......i dont care what you think about us because we are in love and no one can bring us out of it....if you want to try go head....but you will on fall .....and really hard..............I am in love.........forever.........Sheri....you are my world.. Im going to go work on my car and see if i cant get it to run to get home..... I love you babe!!! Thank you for everything!! None of this would be possible without God....I thank Him also....He gave me Sheri and i thank him for her everyday. I love Him and I love sheri!!!!!!

Life Almost Great

Sooooo.... Its been quite a while since i have posted. This past Sunday was Sheri and I's 6 month!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. I dont care who you are or what you say. That is flippin awsome! I love her so so so so so so so so so so so so so so much. She is going to be a great Wife someday and I can not wait.  I really dont have much to say..... Life is almost great. If only i knew i wasnt going to get in trouble by my p's then id be great.  I really wish i could talk to them about things like grades without them getting pist and thinking i didnt try or that i put something in front of my school work.  I have busted my butt this school year and i know i have a few grades that wont be so hott but i got screwed up on some things and everyone seems to understand it except them. Oh well i guess.  I know im going to have a job this summer which means money!!! but unfortunately it will all go here to Greenville. That sucks, I wish my p's could pay for it.  I should just get a bunch of loans cause iv never had money to spend on my self and when i get it this summer it goes straight to Greenville. Oh well..... Sheri takes all that sadness and pain away.  I can not wait until the summer when i get to be with her everyday!!! I love her so much..... I hope i spend the rest of my life with her@!   She is my everything.  This past weekend we had a great time, went boating, swimming in ice water, had a couple great meals, and most all held eachother.  I love her!!! And I thank God for her everyday. What an awsome God! Welp im off to the life of studying!! yay! haha L8er

I intend live forever (with her) -so far so good

Complete

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So i was complete for 3 days. What a tease. 3 days..... They were a great 3 days but i never want to leave. I love her so much!!Everyday i saw her i just stared in her eyes and thought about how great our lifes are going to be together. I know its rough for us right now but we are strong and we made it 13 days withouth eachother just recently. That was so hard. I give props to the people that go months and months before seeing there loved one. I dont know how you do it. I love sheri to death. We are getting married and spending the rest of our lives together. I guess you could say were engaged. No date picked out yet but ill let you all know soon. I love her....It hurts to be so far away from her. I can never make my self feel happy when im gone. She loves me and she has treated me the best anyone has ever treated me EVER. She is the best girlfriend in the world and i love her with all my heart. And just so its true in the internet world also ill ask Sheri the question on here to, just like in real life. "Sheri,I love you so much and want to spend the rest of my life with you, I promise i will always love you and do everything in my power to keep you safe and happy.so...Will you marry me?" And then she can answer in her comment. I love her!!! Well im off to class....... I love you sheri !!!

I intend to live forever (with her) - so far so good.